I’m blessed we dont speak;
Your breath shallows my heart when you near.
You’ve hurt me, and you know it.
You destroy my life and left me wondering about my life and it’s future I hold.
How could you haunt me;
And not feel a thing.
That’s your nature of course, hurting everything you let in.
I can’t believe the demon that you are.
I’m scared of shadows, and sounds in the night because of you.
Leave me be, release your grip, remove my scars you visibly left on me.
Meth, I could never be with you.
You can be depressed and not feel sad or blue. Depression can also be a haze of sleepiness, distractedness/obsessiveness cycles, and a twinge of irritability that can be hard to recognize because you might already be a “fiery” person. It can feel like a lazy Sunday that keeps imposing itself for weeks or months.
(via mamaamber-blog)